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Episode 44
Even after learning that Kayo had run away with Kota
Oshin still believed in him and was waiting for word from Kota.
However an incident was about to
bring changes to Oshin's life again.
Mr. Sakuragi feels as if you two were
already married and he was drunk.
If you refuse to apologize and if this
engagement falls through you'll never get a better one!
So go and apologize.
Just tell him you were just startled.
I'll go and help you apologize.
I don't even intend to marry Mr. Sakuragi.
I'm glad they've canceled.
Oshin!
I'm sorry!
Why didn't you just refuse at the beginning?
I'm sorry to have caused you all to lose face.
Never mind that!
I've always thought of you as having potential.
That's why I have trained you well
and that's why I found you a good man to marry.
I wanted you to be happy.
Now you go and wreck every- thing over something so trivial.
I was only thinking of your own good.
First Kayo and now you!
I can't figure you young people out!
I'm grateful for all that you've done for me
but I'd like to take leave from my job.
Why?
I've caused you too much trouble.
You really don't intend on marrying Mr. Sakuragi?
You have someone else?
Is he from here in Sakata?
I can't bear to stay here anymore.
Please let me quit.
Oshin.
Your mother is here to see you.
The old madam has told me all about it.
You didn't tell me yesterday but I knew something had happened.
I've caused the old madam to lose face.
Then think it over!
She wanted me to talk to you.
She says she'll talk to the Sakuragis for you.
I didn't know but Okayo's left home hasn't she?
You can't quit on them at a time like this.
You can't be selfish now.
She knows that you love another man.
Why worry about a man who's totally unreliable?
Why sacrifice your own happiness for him?
You know how terrible poverty is.
Stop dreaming.
This decision can affect your whole life.
Shape up!
I don't dream of ever being able to marry a man I really love.
- I've given up on that. - Then why?
But I can't marry another man. I realize that now.
Oshin...
I used to think that to be a man's wife
means to let him have his way with you.
But when Mr. Sakuragi touched my hand...
I couldn't bear his touch!
I can't marry him.
It's not something I can pretend.
Oshin...
I'm sorry mother.
I understand.
If you feel so strongly then the marriage won't work.
You'll only be unhappy.
I'll talk to the old madam for you.
But you don't have to quit your job.
Forget the engagement and just keep working.
Mother...
Miss Okayo ran off with the man I love.
I can't tell anybody else about this.
It's a secret I must bear
and I can't keep facing the Kaga-ya family every day.
I'm lying to them each time I see them!
I want to quit.
I want to forget about Miss Okayo too.
As long as I'm working at Kaga-ya
Miss Okayo will always be on my mind and I won't be able to forget him.
Thank you for all that you've done for me.
You were just eight when you came to us.
You've served us well.
It's a shame that this had to happen.
If only we hadn't made the match with Mr. Sakuragi.
You would have stayed with us longer.
You did what you thought was best for me.
It's just my own willfulness.
I don't know how to apologize.
It'll be lonely with Kayo gone and now Oshin's leaving too.
She raised you so don't ever forget her.
What will you do once you go home?
I will probably find another job.
Will your troubles never end?
I won't try to stop Oshin.
I know she has good reason to want to quit.
Come back to me for help anytime.
As long as I'm alive I'll always help you.
This is from me to you.
I can't take it!
I've caused you embarrassment.
You used to send all your wages back home.
You need to have some money of your own.
You'll be staying with your older brother until you get another job.
With money you don't have to feel small.
You won't have to rush into finding a new job.
i can't accept this money. I've caused you too much trouble!
It's from the old madam's heart.
Take it in good form.
Thank you very much.
Thank you very much!
Take care of yourself.
You too. And everyone.
Please stay well.
So you're going home?
I'll miss you.
I won't be coming back to Sakata.
This place holds too many memories for me.
Forget about Miss Okayo and that man.
Your father and Shoji won't welcome you home.
I wish I could be there for you.
I'm prepared.
I'll be starting over again from scratch.
I want to work hard and let you have a better life.
The boat up the Mogami River used to depart here.
It made me feel sad to think that I would
never be seeing the town of Sakata again.
They were good to me at Kaga-ya.
Those were the happiest days of my life.
There were so many fond memories.
You never returned to Sakata after that?
To think about it now why was I so intent on leaving this place?
I guess it's because I was 16 and still so young.
Sure you were still pure of heart and full of young innocence.
I was such a fool.
I knew I could never marry that man
and yet I thought about him day and night.
If you had never met him
you probably would've married that Mr. Sakuragi.
Maybe so...
I used to think that's how women got married.
Oshin returned home with a heavy heart.
She didn't know what was in store for her now.
Thanks to Avallac'h and XrayMind at D-Addicts.
Translation: UTB Channel